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| This is how I feel today!!!! |
Yeah...going to work while miscarrying....that's the story of my life. Okay so technically I "miscarried" last week but yesterday I had to take another round of Cytotec to get rid of "retained products" aka pregnancy tissue. It wasn't as bad but my insides are going through the same motions.
Today was painful to say the least. I thought I would be fine but the cramping was really coming on strong today. I was sitting at my desk hunched over it like a little troll. Effing miserable!! I had to go to work today because next week is a very big week at work the CEO is coming in form overseas on Monday and yours truly has to do ALL of the sales reporting for this. Oh and I was off all last week (you know why) so I had one week to do 2 weeks worth of work. The worst part is I could give two f@cking sh*ts about it. Like I REALLY CARE how many pieces we sold in March versus April or what color is selling more or what territory sells best or what out top sellers are???? N-to-the-O! I wish I could say that I do but work is work to me...it's just a paycheck, it puts a roof over our heads. I do what I do well but I am not passionate about it. This is such a joke! Can't I just stay home and take care of myself....I guess not. Reason number 599 reasons why I hate Corporate America!!!
So now I'm home with an egg white omelette, mango & blueberry smoothie because I'm too lazy to make anything else & my heating pad on my belly. Boy times have changed! Let me tell you anyone who complains about being bored at home with their baby can kiss my ___! Try being bored at home having a miscarriage!
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